So, I don't know what to say. This is my first official blog and this seems dumb and all but for me it's really depressing. As you can see in the title, it's about HanChul. Call me stupid or whatever but I have always shipped HanChul and I know for certain they are real. Even the gay guys I know in the Internet said that their gaydar went off and for certain know Heechul is gay and doesn't try to hide it. 

So here is the reason I am crying like a pathetic child... Heechul might be (nope, he defiantly) is dating this Gunhee guy. It's really obvious if you look at them properly. So being the hardcore shipper I am, my ship obviously got wrecked for the second time. First being when Hangeng left SUJU. I really expected them to still be together since the Instagram picture on 2014. Totally a false hope😫. I know it's pathetic but I am sad that HanChul are not together anymore. I am happy for Heechul that he found Gunhee to support him after Hangeng left but it's still sad for a hardcore shipper like me.

The third wreck. I just found out that Hangeng might be in a relationship with this Nakayama Kunio. It's not for certain but they seem very close and if they are dating then, yeah, HanChul ship doesn't exist anymore. I know I am being kind of dumb since I don't even know them personally but I am a fan girl and I have seriously and sincerely shipped HanChul and getting this 2 blow in 2 days is hard for me. I am happy for both Heechul and Hangeng but you have to admit one can't simply give up on something they have believed for so long...