I'll be leaving

I just wanted to inform anyone who decides to read this that I have decided to leave the site. I know I keep doing this off and on and recently I said I was on a hiatus of indefinite length, but honestly I just...don't really feel comfortable with posting my work and haven't for quite a while. I'm still unsure if people even like what I  write so it feels really embarrassing to keep this all up, and taking that and my current issues into consideration, I don't think continuing to post would be a good idea. I'm not confident in my writing and I don't feel good enough to continue  to post right now. Maybe one day I'll come back when I'm feeling confident enough (or if, you know, i make the bad decision to come back not long after leaving despite everything i just said and not actually being ready) and I think my writing has improved. But for now, like I said, I just don't feel good enough to keep this up.

Also, I'm seriously thinking about deleting all my taekook stories specifically since those seem to be the most unpopular. The others will stay, so don't worry about those. I'd like to at least finish 'Look at me' before I'm gone for sure though.

I don't think I can say anymore without boring you anymore than I probably have already. So thank you so much to the people who actually enjoyed my writing and in some way let me know that you did.

Thank you for taking the time to read this,

tryingmydarndest

UPDATE (1/12/15): I have decided to in fact delete all the taekook stories. With that being said, I doubt anyone would want me to continue writing for the pairing later since there'd probably be the thought that I would do this again. So if I do ever come back, I most likely won't be posting for that pairing anymore.

UPDATE (3/1/15): I've decided not to come back to this site. I know I was saying before that I might, but my time away made me realize that I very much prefer being away. As I said, I do plan to finish 'Look at me' before I go, though I'm sorry for the slow updates.

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JustSoph #1
I write, okay, in a different account. This is my private, reading account, but yeah.

Your fics are fantastic. To me, at least. And I don't think that matters a lot to you at this point, but I'd just want you to know.

If your fics suddenly explode with recognition, will you maybe consider to not just completely delete all of you Taekook fics? I mean, I'm really sorry. It is, after all, you decision, but I am quite a fan. . .

But anyway! I will support you in your decision because it's /your/ decision and I really am a fan of yours.

I wish you luck in everything you're going through and possibly will go through!
pyc_th5k #2
idk what to say, but y do u think no one would read taekook?
well i dont have a say,as its was ur decision after all...but please if u decide to come back again i'll still be u reader ^^
hwaiting~ in every decision u make.
just wanted u to know that there's no perfect person out there,compare to me...i cant even write a thing *chuckle*...
anyway~ im wishing u all the best & good luck ok ^^
jessie14 #3
if you keep coming back to the site it means you still have a love or passion or both for writing and the community here.
if you don't give up you might succeed one day :)
anyway, i hope you take care and pls don't judge the quality of your writing based on how many subscribers or comments or upvotes you get. i've readmany great stories that only have like 5 subscribers at some point and i feel bad there's not enough ppl reading but someday they'll get there. there's chances for promotions etc. you may not be confident but that doesn't mean you should stop :) wow that kind of related to myself too there, so thankyou since it made me realise something too.
don't forget to take care, and hopefully we'll see you back here soon :)
Adihsar #4
Good luck in everything that you do. I hope 2015 is better for you. Take care of yourself. *hugs*
Xoxox389angel #5
Wow, I'm crying. I know you know, that I love your stories. But the bigger picture isn't me who loves your stories but other people in genereal. I'm not an actual writer who knows how you feel.. I mean I write and want to improve but you're bigger than that. I'm not on your level, to reach your level will take me forever. With those words said, I hope you get that your stories hold a special place in my heart. But also, that I believe that I shouldn't try to hold on and argue, because one that'd be creepy and annoying for you, but two.. Importantly, I don't know what it's like to want more and to feel unconfident with my work in the way you do.
So please get better in your own way, and if I'm the only person... I'll let you know, that I'll seriously miss you.
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