(WARNING: I'm finally able to write a blog post after not having my beauty sleep for a week...YES...a week...we're having our Final Exams this month...not a very Happy New Year ehhh? So..for the warning...there WILL be major grammatical errors here...also...typos or something...forgive me...and it's....1.30 a.m. and I'm not planning to sleep after this either...lots to read...)

First of all, I really, really wanted to update my fanfic. Its optional wherether you want to believe it or not.

Second, I've enroll myself in a University that's far away from home...but not that I'm oversea or somewhere...still in my country but different state. Just that it doesn't go well (though other says I'm doing good..but then again, I'm good at hiding my problems...)

Most of my carry marks are...devastating....

Once again I have to face the subject/module or whatever you wanna call it..Accouting...Business Account...my worst enemy...

For the midterm, that was the worst and I feel like quitting already..

My final exams ends on 16 January and I dont even feel like going back home...I'm afraid that I'll dissappointed my parents...family...

Economics...Micro and Macro in one...lucky enough, the lecture had actually ask US what type of question would we like to have..as in...is it multiple choice, structure, true/false or essay...

To be honest, writing is the only way for me to keep me from those...But I can't write because we're sharing with 4 person in 1 room...I can't write when someone constantly checking on me or even hogging on me can I? I have to wait for them to go to their classes and write a bit (if I dont have clases).

Second! Apparently, my Uni is...one of the state that got affected by flood...and it is located like...by the sea...

The faculty that located at the back (nearest to the sea), the prayer room that was isolate from the building before was affected by flood too...and if you could just hear the waves...it is not as calming as before....it sounds scary...

Whenever we walk out to buy food (lunch, dinner or whatsoever), it feels like...the water is coming for us...

Everytime we got out, I'll always turn back just to make sure that the water is NOT RIGHT BEHIND ME...

Especially when those irresponsible and insensitive about this, post irrelevant and unreliable news like "there will be Tsunami at this area..." and so on..

THAT IS NOT FUNNY...IT IS NOT FUNNY TO POST NEWS THAT IS NOT CONFIRM OR NEWS YOU GET FROM SOCIAL MEDIA...AT LEAST VERIFY IT FIRST...

Dozens of times I received those fake news that I HAD to text my family (miles away..IDK) and ask them if they happen to hear it from news or read it from newspaper...

And trust me, non of my parents would simply read the text and just sit back and relax...They'll worry, panick and start to dig for news IN CASE THEY MISS IT... (especially when I am their only daughter...and I'm away from them).

So please, if any of you decide to post 'info' or 'update' for us, can you at least verify it first? Thank you...

Third, I guess 2014 is not a very good year to Malaysia (yes I know now is 2015).

MH370, MH17, QZ8501....

Flood and all...

I just pray that Allah SWT will grant us wonderful and blessing days to come in 2015..

Last but not least, I dont even know what Im saying (or typing...)...

Too tired to think, too..emotionless to sleep... 

I NEED TO STUDY..I hope I'll have a new chapter to post at least before sem breaks....

Bye2 for now...