So, I just broke up with my boyfriend of four years, on the basis that:

• I don't make him happy anymore.
• I am not his priority anymore (aka I basically don't matter)
• His feelings for me changed somewhere along the way.
• He cheated on me- flirted with another girl while we were still together. I know cheating's very subjective to each couple, but to me flirting is downright cheating.

I've been diagnosed with clinical depression for about six to seven months now, and as terrible as I am, I never had suicidal tendencies cause I am scared of blood and I have very low tolerance to pain. So instead... I wrote a fic.

It's about a girl and a boy- Sehun and Saera, who were once together but broke up because one of them lost his/her feelings towards the other. It's pretty much inspired by my own failed relationship and I don't know why I'm doing this, but I just feel like this is the best way for me to get by.

Anyway, I'm still writing the first chapter down, but I need a good, patient and lovely beta reader. Any takers?

Any chance that anyone's even reading this lol but thanks guys for reading this rant, if you ever make it to the last bit here.