JONGUP TRIGGER WARNING STORY UPDATE!!!

So... Umm... Guys... I have a wee but of a story to tell y'all. 

So today, December 26, 2014.... My life shattered. In regards to my BAP stories that I've been writing... I might not be able to go through with my original plans for Zelo... You see.... Sometime today... A great kpop store that I visit whenever I have the $100 to go into town, had a special visitor. Now one of my friends works at this store so I was a bit crushed when I heard this news. 

Originaly I really wanted to go out today but the fact that I have no money ( thank you College -_- ) and the fact that I've gained a boat load of weight ( thank you AGAIN College -____-) told me to save what little money I have and get my off my couch and work out.... Several hours went by of the most pain I've felt in 2 years. But in the most of my pain, I recieved a notification from Facebook.... Which brought my heart to a stop, and tears to my face. 2 of my friends were at said kpop shop when, y'all guessed it, ING ZELO OF BAP WALKED INTO THE BLOODY SHOP WITH HIS COUSIN!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!! LIKE ARE YOU ING KIDDING ME!!! THE ONE TIME I DESIDE TO STAY HOME AND ING ZELO LANDS IN MY TERRITORY!!! JUST A 2 HOUR RIDE OUT OF TOWN!!!! Now as all of you can imagine... I'm pretty sad, pissed, and broken hearted. BAPs one shot lyrics saved my life this august when I had just about had enough of everything around me. Depression is something that comes around at least once a year for me. Had I been able to tell my friend, and have Zelo let Yongguk and the boys know how grateful I am to them, I could honestly live my life without having to ever see them. Every morning I wake up to "There's only One Chance as You walk on this dark path" engraved in black ink on my arm, and every day I get up with a smile on my face ready to face the world. 

Now because my friends have met Zelo and told me how great, caring, quiet, and polite of a guy he is, things might change in my two BAP Fics. We'll see what the world has to inspire me with... 

But yea, just figured id let you guys know...

<3

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justrelax_23
#1
Girl, my would have to walk around the house to calm down for a bit lol. Things always happen when you're not around. I remembered that my family went to Houston for an Imagine Dragons concert and I told my mom I needed to get a few things at gas station, but she convinced me that I can get it at the hotel. And when I logged into Tumblr, I saw pictures of some of the members at the gas station we passed by that was around the arena. I was so pissed haha. But its alright, you might get your chances again :)
FicChick
#2
OMFJESUSHCHRIST! ARE YOU ING KIDDING ME?!!! *falls into an emotional heap along with you*
But you know what, I‘d look at this ‘mishap‘ as fate sending you a message. It means there IS a chance for you to meet our boys. Maybe not now, but there is. :)
Hold your head up high. You‘ll get to thank these boys personally someday and it‘ll be awesome. The possibility is there and it‘s something to look forward to. *hugs you tight*