Sadly i have to agree w/ you. I still get really excited and hyped when GG is going to perform somewhere like during Tokyo Dome and the gayo daejuns but when it comes down to watching it... it's incomplete and bland... and im elated Sunny got Jessica's lines but it's such an ambivalent feeling that it's only because Jessica will not perform anymore ugh. Almost like a hollow feeling and it scares me on how invested i was in these girls (and sorta dont wanna move on as these newer generation groups are growing in fame even though ive only been a sone for 2 1/2 yrs lol). And it just shatters w/ something that i want to believe was avoidable.

Marchen Fantasy was what brought the TaengSic ship back and sailin, it was suppose to be the start of a new beginning haha. My god, bless Sunny's and Jessica's performances. If we never got a taengsic duet i was forever hoping for either a ballad by sunsica or a really hot or perhaps dance-y hot duo debut. Still waiting for Marchen Fantasy dvd lmao.

And this is where i really wanna thank fanfics. As torn as we are as readers and writers knowing the unfortunate reality, b/c its fiction, it's a place we can still find squealing joy, laughter,and heartbreaking angst that makes you forget that for even just a few minutes (unless you're me and hours of fanfics lol). Srry for rambling, i just feel like people are just aimlessly hating and choosing sides for no particular reason when none of us know the whole truth, while im still shocked and grieving there's no more ot9 but i feel like Jessica is doing something she's really enjoying at the moment.

I totally agree with you about this. I know its not really my position to say anything or to feel sad that she's gone because it has nothing to do with me, but I honestly invested so much of my childhood in SNSD that its hard to see one member leave and not be there anymore...