You guys I have some bad/news to tell you all. Warning: This is no joke!!! This actually happened to me TODAY!!!! 

Anyway so let's start from the beginning. So about a week ago my cousin Ian was sick so my aunt took him to the doctor (I forgot to mention I live with my aunt and uncle) and the diagnosed him with the flu. My aunt was sad because he's just a toddler and she needed help for she raises 5 kids ,which includes me. So all these days after school I'd always watch over him while she cooked and cleaned. 

Two days ago from now I start to feel odd. Yesterday I had a fever, headache, sore throat, running nose, and sharp ear pain. And today I woke at 2 AM feeling really sick and I tried going to sleep but I had trouble sleeping so I stayed up on my phone watching videos and listening to music but a couple of minutes later I felt the sore throat and sharp ear pain cone back with a headache,the chills, and a runny nose again. But what bothered me most was the sore throat and ear pain. So I tryed falling asleep again but it didn't work. So when my aunt woke up she told me to wait til my uncle came back from work for he could take to the doctor.

So around 5:20 he came back from work, took a shower and drove me to the nearby clinic. 

After like  45 minutes they diagnosed me with the flu. BUT that isn't the worst part!!! Remember how I said what bothered me most was my sore throat and ear pain. So I told the doctor and he quickly checked my ears and looked at me strangely. Confused, I asked " So what's wrong with my ears doctor"

He gave me a weak smile and said, " Well you don't have an ear infection but ... You have a raptures eardrum"

A Raptured Eardrum!!!!! And this only means one thing ... I HAVE A ING HOLE/TEAR IN MY ING EARDRUM!!!!!

He said," It seems like you had this for a while but it'll cure ... For now I  am prescribing you Ibuprofen for the flu and steroids for the ear. This will take about three months to heal but if it doesn't by that time ... You are going to have to get surgery for your ear"

 On the day before Christmas Eve I was diagnosed with the flu and a Raptured eardrum!!! And I have to take ibuprofen and steroids and I can't used headphone for 3 months or more and if it doesn't heal I will need to get surgery!!! Vivy Authornim feels so weak right now.

Which is why have decided to make a big decision ...

I will be on hiatus until my Raptured eardrum is cured. The flu will go away about week so I'll be okay with one sickness. This doesn't mean I won't be reading all of your wonderful updates but I will not be updating anytime soon. I'm so sorry you guys :(

But, VivySparkles must take a huge break to heal. So much for happy holidays for me.

And as always," Have a wonderful motherf*cking day" {unlike me}

And Happy Holidays {unlike me again}

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