Two days before I'm writing this, I was bullied.

We all know bullying is a bad thing and that it happens to everyone. But it doesn't feel good. Not at all. I haven't got bullied like this since middle school.  I guess I forgot how it feels.

So I was supposed to film the Christmas program at my school that day. I got there, gave my coat to my mom and went back to wear the cameras were. I got there a little late so I didn't know what to do. I went to one of the girls and asked them about the cameras. She said she had it so I backed off. As I was about to sit down this () girl called my name. I walked over to her and she askes me to buy her a water from the consession stand. I didn't think anything of it. She gave me the money and I went on my way. 

Big mistake.

When I got back she accepted the water. Everything was fine.  Or so I thought...

Until she came back a couple minutes later and asked me if I drunk some of her water. I was a little confused.  I mean, why would I drink out of a water I didn't even pay for?? I replied no. Then the asked me how come her water wasn't completely full. I said I didn't know but I had nothing to do with it. I found that so stranged so I started to realize something was wrong with this. She looked a little high like she smoked sone weed. I didn't notice at first.

She left and a few minutes came back and asked again. I said no again and she left. This time she came back with some girls I didn't know. They kept asking me if I drunk the water over and over. My answer was the same every time. They sat behind us (the people I was with) and started talking saying I owe them the money for the water (I didn't drink) When I ignored them they started throwing paper and bottle tops at us and calling me names. I ignored them pretty good until they started throwing water. Not a lot but enough to feel it. I told them to stop and they didn't so I got pissed and ran to the bathroom.

My friend followed after me. I was literally crying into her arms in the bathroom stall. I was confused and pissed and scared. I didn't even know those girls. I mean I saw them around school. But we never spoke or looked at each other at all. Nothing like this has ever happened to me. 

Why did that do that to me?? She's in my first hour class. I thought the was nice. That's the only reason I got the water for her. And to set me up like this was an move. Whether I got the water for her or not I think the or those ass girls were out to get me.

It took me the whole night to stop crying even though they didn't physically hurt me. I was shocked something like this happened to me.

I wasn't going to write about this but it's still bothering me. The scene keeps replaying in my mind. If I would've been more aggressive maybe they would've left me alone. Or maybe I should've fought them.

I am not a fighter. I never fought in my life and I don't want to. I try to keep a low profile and stay away from the drama queens. It worked the first 2 years of high school. Trouble and bad luck seems to find me unexpectedly. But my mom and sister told me I should've beat them up. Now I kinda wish I did. I hate feeling vulnerable as much as I hate bullies. It probably will happen again with them or someone else. Maybe next time I'll be ready.

BTW that water is in my first hour English class. I excel at English and the teacher is always complimenting me so she could've been secretly jealous of me~