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......just to clear things up, I'm pretty sure everyone who did read my profile knows there's these two other people a.k.a. Angelina and Valanna who also "use" this account, right? They're actually kinda like my good side and bad side. You know how in comics and cartoons, a random angel and devil pair will pop up next to the main character when he's having a dilemma? Yup, Angie and Val are my angel and demon pair. Exept Angie doesn't have wings and a halo, and wears a white blouse with jeans instead. And Val doesn't have demon horns and tail or a pitchfork, and goes around wearing a tight fitting singlet with skinny jeans. I have no idea why, so don't ask me.

Why am I mentioning them? Basically, just to make my rant easier. Also to calm myself down, because honestly they're quite affectionate || yes, including you, Val ||. And why do I need to calm myself down? Long story.

Put it this way: imagine you're one of the commitee member of the prefect board in your school. During the holidays, the school has to open for some stuff for three days, and prefects are asked to volunteer for at least one day to help out with the stuff. You're very, very lazy, but guilty enough to decide to go back to school to help out. So you go on the first day, and before you leave, you tell your boss(a.k.a. the Head Prefect; I seriously call him "boss" just for the fun of it), "Oh, by the way, I'll be coming for the next two days too." and he acknowledged it.

The next day you go to school despite feeling tired because you had to wake early, since you promised, right? But wait a minute, why is there no one at school? Weird...... You give your boss and the assistant head prefects a call. Nobody picks up. Now what? You call your best friend, who also came yesterday and supposedly needed your help today, at school. Turns out they cancelled the stuff because too few people were turning up at a time, so they would just hand it to the office instead of having teachers and prefects sit at counters. And guess how were we prefects informed? Via Facebook. Wonderful. You walk home. End of imagination.

Our prefect board has often informed prefects of stuff via Facebook. I'm used to that, just like I'm used to not always getting the latest info because I do not have wifi access 24/7. My phone doesn't connect to the internet, so I have to use my computer(which is a PC) to go online.

Okay, so I'll be frank. I am very mad. Very mad. Like, so mad even my mum realized, and I'm usually pretty good at not getting mad and concealing how mad I am. But then, the Angie side of me keeps telling me not to blame others. After all, as I mentioned, that is the usual way that prefects are informed. No one is to be blamed in this incident...... Well, okay, what she actually said was, "If you really want to blame someone, blame yourself for not checking Facebook the night before."

But how am I to expect that a post would be posted? If I don't expect, I don't check, right? Plus, my computer was being fixed last night(I had some issues with it, so my uncle came to fix it), so how can I even access the internet? Borrow my parents' phone?

Argh, I dunno. I hate blaming others. Makes me feel like those people who really did do something wrong, then blame others for the problems. I'd very much rather not blame anyone at all, in this case. I mean, you really can't pinpoint it to someone's fault, right? But damn, the Valanna side of me is not shutting up. Well......not exactly. She's not actually saying something. But her presence, her very presence is making me think things I'd very much rather not think. Argh.

Anyway. Whoever read this, thanks for wasting five/ten minutes of your life on me. I am eternally grateful. Even if no one read this, at least I let it off my chest.

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Lhyric
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Man, that . I should know how you feel, since I've had that happen to me before in high school. Once.
Maybe it's just me being very irritable but I can't stand things like this and I can't stop myself from exploding when it does happen. So, I'll give the people involved a piece of my mind so they would /never/ dare do it again.
Also, I don't know why FB is being used yo convey important messages such as this one. Not everyone has FB and not everyone is active on it and stand guard 24/7. A simple text would be nice. Sure you'd have to send a lot more, but really.

Anyway, I'm feeling oddly proud of you for holding back and not pointing fingers or make a big deal about this (like I would *cough*) stay chill OK? Valanna will understand soon. XD