Oh well it seems really late but I think I'm finally gonna get over things. Well SNSD will always be 9 in my  heart but I think the fact that girls generation has only 8 members left is starting to sink in.  

Well jessica leaving was the hardest thing that happened throughout the year. Even though the members dating had my OTPs broken I was happy for them because they were happy and as a SONE we should be for them. But jessica was kicked out, she didn't even leave willingly she was kicked. None of the members are happy about that as well. Just look at how much they cried.

Seriously as much as you can deny things, jessica is important to the group. Every member is. One significant point would be her vocals. None of the members can go as high as her or have that unique voice. Taeyeon is awesome at singing and that's why most of the time  only jessica can harmonize with her. The voices are super compatible and now it's gone. Her parts which were given to other members don't suit them at all. Tiffany can't do her high notes at all they are just not compatible, because it's not Tiffany's style. She has a low husky voice that is more suited for other parts.

Her leaving made me avoid and stop listening to any snsd songs because I would tear up. But now I feel like I'm getting over it. She looks happier now though. I don't know how some sones just accept ot8 so readily because I know I cant, especially when I have been a SONE for super long. Like since gee. I think I am ready to reupdate my fics and go back to listening to snsd once more.

Sorry for ranting so much, I just needed to get it out. And seriously those mean comments on soshi's social media and videos should stop because they are feelings worse. Imagine losing a sister you've known for 15 years? 

Thanyou ou for reading if you evenothere o,I know I see like a really annoying girl ranting my head of but I feel like it's time to let it out and go back to being the happy sone I was before. Any ways for me to do so?