I don't know why I'm typing this tbh...I don't know why I'm bothering lmao. I think this is the only site that my mates aren't on tho, so there isn't much of a chance of them actually seeing my ranting and raving and just...idk, my general displays of sadness. Idek. Ignore this, whatever, I'm used to being ignored. That is all anyone ever does, tbh. I mean I have messaged so many people, asking for help or advice...but all they ever do is ignore my message, forget to reply or just don't ing bother. Thanks.