RANT cries im tired kno rl s

It's too tiring when you're too nice and some people are already gettin into your guts. 'cause everyone has their own limits and should be responsible to do real ene especially when you're doing something favorable and they won't listen then they're goin to complain like sheeez and ask you again and again like what the youre not listening. When you stay up late to do loads of for school, especially i sacrificed my sleep to do this then this teacher would be i don't like this, do it again. okay i feel ing rejected there was a time where i slept almost 3 or 4am to do a presentation smthn like an animation and she just freakin rejected it that completely shattered me into pieces like, i'm going to prove you something as soon as i get my diploma on that stage someday bishes. another one, when a teacher appoints you to be the leader and you should be responsible enough to do the work and make your groupmates' lazy butts move, yeah, i admit that i'm nice but i want to tell them frankly you must do something at least a little or give AT LEAST YOU BOTHER TO GIVE ON THIS WORK than completely ignoring me whenever i hold group meetings. sometimes people are too insensitive ok i care about others and i can feel whether they're goin through s even if they don't tell me. i have a high pitch voice and kept on telling them to participate or listen but heh still doing other things, ofc i understand they're busy with something but i hate the fact that they get the chance to check their social accounts and don't even bother to read instructions or announcements. too stressed this afternoon til the point i literally shouted out of control and felt my blood pressure increasing (idk if youre goin to understand me but it's the feeling) ok it's disappointing that they don't take it seriously but it's freakin important. alr showin a lil strict side but they just ignore it ok i can easily remove your name on that paper if you reach my limits. i hate being nice. loljk. i want to be strict and nice. people be responsible pls and at least give a try to help at least once to show that you care. especially when you're in a public transportation, a simple act shows care for people. at least one centavo can help to save a life. at least a simple smile to someone gives hope to others. a simple word can change someone. just as simple as that. another thing, it doesn't mean when you start to be like this---you're goin to continue that for the rest of your life, i'm an imperfect person but at least you should know and do a simple act that can make a good change. unu aish.