i really dislike her
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i am not a person that finds it easy to make friends, but recently in my first year of college i have suddenly made a lot of friends? well no.
they are not my friends, why do people think if you're nice to them once you're their friend? just because i'm nice doesn't mean i suddenly want to be best friends.
anyway to the point, there is this one girl, who i really dislike. she is extremely vulgar and violent, i told her that to her face too. still she acts all friendly and i feel a guilty because really i have no interest in being friends with her. she talks continuously about her life and subject of the like. i just have never really delt with someone like her. i mean shouldn't she consider my feelings as well? i really just i'm exhausted. i mean i told her i don't like her personality and she just doesn't get it. i don't want to straight out say it because whenever i talk to her we're never alone and it would just be weird to ask her, someone whom i just met to talk in private or to say infront of everyone "we're not friends".
Besides i'm also afraid that once i do tell her i'll be so angry i'll start angry crying.
what should i do? ugh, i really dislike her!
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