I was just in the living room practicing my English accent for no reason, until I heard my mom said to her younger sister online, that I don't know how to do anything and that she wants my niece to teach me to do stuff. F***ing hell. I don't know how to do anything? Now I regretted not joining choirs or singing competitions. Basically she's pointing out that I don't have skill or talent. Sometimes I do wonder who was the one who fixes most problems on her or dad's phone. Sometimes, I myself compare people, but, the way my mom compares me, is quite stupid. I had been with her for years, yet she doesn't know what I can actually do except for dancing to K-POP group songs. I had been speaking English for years now, so I can consider myself native. But the rest of my family? Excluding my dad, then they are honestly nowhere near native. So I am really impatient to see my mom compare me with that niece of mine when it comes to personal knowledge like technology, language, and maybe singing or dancing. I am 100% sure there are thousands of people out there who are way more talented than me, but I just don't like being compared in a negative way. And let me say this, everyone has different minds. They do different things. Sometimes I just think my mom looks down at me as if I'm useless trash.