okokok so... there's this fic on livejournal that i read once and I CAN"T FIND IT

so... it's about how Tao and Kris basically have this secret thing going on, but they don't ever actually have

they have this thing where they can't touch eachother

well kris had a habit of putting an outfit in Tao's lugage so Tao would dress up for him whenever he snuck into his room

well in this story, Kris goes into Tao's room and Tao is wearing a lolita outfit

kris says "a maid?"

tao: "lolita"

kris coments about how he liked the maid outfit, but Tao hates it because "it chafes(?) and itches like a "

well they lie next to each other and to each other and kris eventually crawls on top of tao

Tao notes that they're too close (almost breaking their no touching rule), but kris says he won't touch and they keep going.

well kris gets into it and wants tao to call him duizhang

tao thinks it's a bad idea, but kris pleads and says he needs it

at this point they're practically rutting against each other (breaking the no touching rule) and i think kris takes off tao's underwear or something idk

ANYWAY tao breaks and says loudly "duizhang! duizhang me!" something like that. if not then really, really close to something like that.

BUT DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT FIC I"M THINKING ABOUT?!?!?!?!?