So I finally found a new male lead for my story.  I was thinking about it really hard, and it was in front of me the whole time.  For some reason I never thought about all the people I saw on SMTM3.  I liked Iron and one other guy, before I realized Cjamm would be freaking perfect. He is super fine and rugged, and looks like a bad boy.  He also looks like some other things, but I'm trying to keep it pg.  I'm pretty sure he is who I will use.  Now I just need to fight off this rust.  I know I'm supposed to write everyday, but its so hardddddddddddddddd.  At this point my confidence is shot.  I'm already really erase happy when I write, now I'm even worse.  I may try to do a one shot to get back into the game.  Thing is I'm stuck on it.  This is my life lol.  I do want to make a return, though.  I'll probably get back to the Lay story once I dig up my notes.   I think I had that story planned out for the next 3 or 4 chapters, before my computer went out.