First of all, I hate myself. I'm too weak, too sentimental, I care too much. My mother and I fought and I just want her to listen to me or ask what's been going on in my life. We had a very long and loud debate.She said she's the mother , that she'll never bend down to me. I don't want her to bend down. I just want her to ask me why I've done things. I'm not a good girl, I admit that. I lie and tend to be lazy sometimes but I study hard and help out at home every chance I get. Sometimes you've just got to tell me what to do. I straighten my life because I only want one thing, to be able to help my mother after I graduate. I pray to God to bless me so I can be a blessing to others. Yet, I feel all alone. I can't always rely on my bestfriends as they have their own lives, my dad is a jerk, my brother is a selfish brat, my grandparents are too old and I dont want them to worry about me.  I love my mother to death, but no one is perfect. I know I did something wrong. I know I'm hard headed. I know im stubborn. I know I tend to be a . But I'm a person to, and I deeply care. All I wish for is to be able to do my part in this world, to give back the love and care my mother gave me. But what she's doing to me right now drives me crazy. I feel like giving up in my life. I'm all alone. and I'm hurt. I'm sorry but I'm too sentimental right now. As a child, I know you can relate.