hii ! it's Z, and im here just want to share a little about my thoughts..

it seems that i have to explain something here, because i didnt expect that my sentence would caught many of your attention :s
first, i apologized of the sudden burst, actually, i have thinking about this for a while, since i havent continue my on-going/unfinished fanfic that i neglect in winglin. i also feel that i should apologize to my readers there, that i wouldnt be able to finish the stories...

and as ODS (One Day Series) is the only on-going story i work on right now, i want to tell you that because i love writing so much, this has become my focus on the activity. despite of lackness here and there, i.e grammar etc, i became so fond of the story and the character i build. i also met many nice and loyal fellow readers like you all, who have questioned abt my statement, chasethestars, tyatyonk88, AiZaiYun, and reazzure, or some of you my silent readers who maybe also wondering what actually happened. 

the truth is, i have write fanfiction since a couple of years ago, and as i feel like i wanting to try to start making a story pure OC and really i made everything on my own, that's why i decided to learn and practicing through making a fanfiction that has an OC character as the lead. (i wrote one OC fanfiction before, and i posted in winglin, but i havent been able to finish it because i have a writers block and difficulties to continue on) so as i fell for Shinee member's personality, i decided to make them the characters, along with my OC.

in my practice, i have determined not to make this OC based on myself, so yes, Noona is really a character i made (although some of her thoughts is coming from my opinion), her personality, her choice, and things related to the her, it's not me irl. in this way, i begin to learn how to make a character.

and to be honest, as time goes by, i fell in love deeply with the series i felt like going to write this forever (lol), AND NO, im not saying this to give you sign that ODS will end soon, NO, please dont think that way. this series will end one day, but not in a near future.

i just thought that if im able to finish this story, it will be my first and my last OCfiction that i can finished before i can challenge myself into another level of difficulty in writing a story. so i dreamt, no, i determined to finish it beautifully, with the support from you, my fellow readers :) even though i was kinda down a while ago when i lost my subscribers. but then again, i realized that the most important things is that i can satisfied my readers, and myself about the writing.

so.. im really thankful on how your opinion saying that im good at writing, seriously, there's nothing that makes me happier. but at least for now, i would want to think that ODS is going to be my last series to make myself work harder and push to be a better writer in progress to be able to complete this beloved series. im still going to write oneshots and miniseries, that's for sure. and who knows, if i have a huge and unthinkable ideas, i might going to change my mind and begin another series! but it should be after i finish ODS first :)

that's why, i hope whatever happen in the future, i hope you, my friends and fellow readers, will still wanting to read my story and support it with your love.

this is from me for now, but if you still want to ask something, just post it on my wall, i would be happy to read and reply ;)

lovelovelove,

z.