so, guys. I know I'm a jerk for not updating my fics, and I'm sorry for that. 

two months ago, my friend gave me two cats. it's a mix between persian and village cat. I named them coal (because he's dark) and Azy (because she's lazy, white ash kind of fur). Coal wad really hyper, energetic, running here and there, catching bugs and stuffs. While Azy was lazy and a bit shy, but when they eat, Azy would be the most excited one.

This saturday, I found that Coal was a bit quiet, he didn't eat much, stares into nothing, and spent his time sitting (and not sleeping). Azy was as her usual self, only a bit hyper because she's in heat. 

Back to Coal. I thought it was nothing, although I was worried. You can say I am an expert in taking care of cats because I had 10-15 cats before I moved into the new place. And I thought Coal's condition would back to normal the next day. Only it wasn't. It was getting worse, he kept on vomiting a clear foamy liquid 8 to 10 times that day. He completely refused food, and it was getting hard for him to walk. His weight decreased drastically, and he always back facing me.When I saw the clear liquid, I knew it was dehydration. I knew it last night and didn't have the time to go to vet.I was waiting for today to go to the vet.

So I brought him back to his cage last night, and made sure to put more layers of clothes so he wouldn't feel cold and hoping that he would make it the next day.

But he didn't make it. I woke up this morning, 5 am, practically jumping out of my bed because Azy was mewling like crazy. It vlicked me. I knew something bad happened. when I walked to the cage, I saw nothing in there. I was shoxked, but then when I look around, I gaught a gimpse of dark fur behind a bucket. And I knew it's over.

I saw Coal, lying on the floor, eyes half opening. And when I touched the fur, ut was cold, like really cold. He was sying when i touch him. so I just brought him his blanket, wrapped it around him and hug him. prating so hard that he would make it. I didn't even cry because I want to help him.

But then, not longer after 5 minutes, he coughed several times, and then he stopped breathing. And that time, I cried.

it's not like the first time that I lost a cat. but the fact that a friend gave it to me makes it sadder. He was the most excited cat, yet he died so fast. After this, I don't think I can have another cat. I'm thinking about giving Azy to someone who deserves better. I feel like .