2 days ago was my graduation day and when I thought back I don't know why that day didn't feel special.. maybe was it because my dad didn't know that I at least worked hard to get that certificate to pay off or to show my gratitude towards him. He didn't think it was a big deal. He slept instead of showing up on my day. And theres my friends, when I looked the pictures they posted on social media, it looked somehow special but why now I felt that mine was not? I had 5 friends that I'm closed with at college or assume they were. They took pictures together as 5 when we were 6.. they took it without me. Does that mean 3 years I'm with them were not that important? I thought I would not care but It seems like I pretend it doesnt matter.. because I know I am no one to everyone...