Throughout times I will become depressed. School work and the usually expectations of life. My problem is sometimes I do thing to things to extreme to ignore people through times. I ignored my parents, cousins, and my sibling. The worst of all my boyfriend. He also does it to me too. We both have similarities to each other. I'm really a complicated person. I deactivate my Facebook and the other social media to get away from the distractions. My boyfriend always contact my cousin. My relationship with my cousin is close. I realize I hurt my feelings, myself, and my boyfriend. It difficult knowing my complexity of myself. Today my cousin texted me how my boyfriend might break up with me and doesn't trust me. If he doesn't trust me then I'm nothing but a waste of time to him. I texted him an explanation why I done these things. Im probably not good person in love relationship. I ALWAYS MAKES THINGS EVEN WORST NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY AND NOT SAY! im at my worst right?