You wouldn't think a simple matter would make me cry so much.

You wouldn't think your words would sound so mocking.

You wouldn't think that just because we WERE friends I would take it as a joke.

You may think I am overreacting.

You may think I am being the little B word.

You may think that just becuse we WERE friends I would take it as a joke.

Your words hurt me, stung me, stabbed in the heart,

When you told others of my stupid mistake, you made feel even worse.

And then I cried even more because I thought I was done letting others have a strong impact on,

Letting others make me feel stupid,

And letting others have a stronger control on my emotions rather than I do.

I was so done feeling weak ...

Yet I let you affect me so much.