First off, HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE. :D

So, it all strated with last Saturday. I found out the guy I used to hate became my crush. And I told my two besties and found out one of best friend's crush, is MY crush's best friend. LMAO.

Anyways, I'm writing this to tell you, ALL of my fics will be on a short hiatus. I'm having a mid-life crisis. I've unintentionally fallen for him. It . I didn't want to. That's why I always dwelve into this sort of fantasy love thing with my biases. lol. I don't want to fall for him. Because if/when I do, this feeling appears and it's so annoying because I can't have him. OR at least I think so.

He chats with one of his really good friend who by the way, is a girl and asks her how to say hi to girls. (yeah,he's lame like that) and nowadays he randomly says hi and bye to me whenever he sees me. I don't know if he likes me or not, but I know for sure I like him. 

It's so frustrating. Plus there's this girl who really likes him and..I don't know if he likes her back. Maybe he does. Since he says he likes Chinese girls. (I'm part chinese! Hello! I keep getting mistaken by teachers that I'm in the wrong class and I'm supposed to be in Moral class and everyone keeps talking to me in Mandarin. But unfortunately, I only know cantonese. T^T)  Sorry. Tiny rant in brackets there.

Then in Islamic studies(is that what you call it? idk) I was forced to sit right behind him because there were no seats left, and then the teacher,being her racist self, was nagging along and I was just talking to my friend. & guess what? He kept turning around to look at me. Like wtf. 

So, I'm confused and frustrated. I hate this. I hate myself for falling for him. Enough about that. Let's talk about a lighter subject. :)

So, I got 3 roses on Valentine's. Yeah. That's kind of a lot in my school. So...I got 3 chocolates too. 

and SJ-M's too perfect. :D Kekeke, so,yeah. Sj-M spazz time which is today for me,since I was too busy in the valentine's mood because of him. Pfft.

SUPER JUNIOR-M - TOO PERFECT.