1. My yeobo has disappeared...she's just gone and i have no idea what's going on. I miss her, without her...I don't have 2min. I don't believe as much. She completes that part of me. She hasn't talked to me in months and it makes me sad. It hurts. She deleted all her fics and I'm just lost. I don't understand. I'm sad.

2. I've lost two very important people to me. I guess I haven't really lost them, they've simply discovered each other. Maybe I shouldn't be so possessive...but that's what they used to say they loved about me. Well now...they are wrapped around in each other and I'm so jealous, so very jealous. I mean it took me forever to convince get her and the SHE just swoops in and it's like they are instant lovers. It's unfair. I love them both and they've left me for each other.  AND THEY ARE MINE DAMNIT. The only reason I don't say this, is I'm pretty sure she would get made and SHE will laugh at me. Either way, I've been desereted and I don't know how to tell them about it....either of them...I don't want to be laughed at for being stupid :\

3. My best friend is a complete and I don't know what I see in him. He's such an asswhole. I hate his bipolar, pregnant woman hormones which have him being nice and sweet one minute and then a complete jerkwad the next. He is probably the worst best friend that I ever called my best friend.

4. I'm been left alone on the day of New Year's Eve and for the first time that I can remember my family has nothing planned for tonight.

Am I turning into Onew? . I don't want to be forever alone. I just want to feel loved again, and not so en insecure.