So on these blogs, I've just decided to write whatever and share with you guys. I don't know how I've gained this trust, but I trust you all on AFF. 

Also I wanted you to know, that I write based on my feelings. Most of my stories(I have drafted ones that are being organized right now) have a correlation with my feelings and my life. I haven't revealed the most dramatic part of Avoiding Romantic Street yet. That part is partly based on the story that is told below. The character's feelings will be based on the feelings that are evident in the story below. 

I've posted something about how feelings are crappy before. The thing is, I dated a guy for almost a year. He was my first boyfriend and my first love. During that whole time, I was so happy and convinced we would stay together. I was stupid, I know. I had a "friend" who always dragged him away from me. She texted me saying that my boyfriend was flirting with her and cheating on me. 

I didn't want to get hurt. I believed her and her boyfriend, who called me also and told me that my ex boyfriend was cheating on me. I was naive and stupid. Because I didn't want to get hurt and experience a heartbreak, I broke up with my boyfriend over the phone. It was a cowardly move and I regret it. From the day, I broke up with him till the new year, I was fine. I didn't worry about getting back together and I was convinced that I was an independent lady.

A few months after that, I became sad all of a sudden. When I was told that my ex didn't like me anymore and moved on, I felt something. I realized then, that I actually missed him. The dreaded heartbreak I tried to avoid had come to me. That year, I was so upset about my ex. It's unbelievable to myself even though I still do feel something for him.

I was never really able to get over him. He's still my first love and I know that if he ever asked for me, I'd go running to him.   

Whats the theme?

-First love makes the deepest cut, but it can also be the best love.

-When you're looking for the truth, the pain in your heart will tell you.