I'm actually so exhausted.

I plan to go into the sciences from now on - since it's the crucial stage just before University :I

But everything is so overwhelming =____+ it's retarded how much work they expect you to do!

And my school's really crap - and when I say it's crap, I mean CRAP - the ranking of the school?

you don't wanna know 

And yes, to get a decent grade in this school means doing everything literally at home. I've managed to get A stars and As for most of my subjects so far, but this is the last -huge- hurdle I have to cross >.> the last unit .

UGH SO MUCH WORK 0______________________0 I swear, I am officially spending all my money into materials for art and music, and about 8 hours a day trying to sort out my other subjects ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I get like..... 4 hours sleep approx everyday.

wow.

if I don't come into aff for a while, it means that I've collapsed somewhere in my house and refuses to get up for a few days.

This is me, trying to get a selca of myself ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ without any makeup, in the light. I actually have permanent dark circles.....

I n..need.... facial treatment ㅠ only if I had the money MONEY GAH

..... If only I wore makeup, I'd be really happy with this.... Now I look back....... I can only post it on fb.... that's about it ㅠ

ah wel.......ll...... at least now I look a bit alike(?) to seungho baby \(030)/

Note: I can't wait for my big break at May ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ KOREA, HERE I COME.