Too much

I don't know what else to say. Everything is really too much, that is all I can say. How could Sungmin oppa do this to us, the fans? It hasn't been a month since he confirmed to be dating and now MARRIAGE! AND 2 MONTHS FROM NOW?! I know most of Kyumin fans is totally depressed and are leaving one by one. not because of hatred but I think because of too frustrated. DId Sungmin oppa losses our respect? maybe?

 

AHHHHH!! Is that woman preggy or what for him to make this speedy decision?! and how could he?! WHY?!!!! I read some blog about the K-Elf who has known all along about his dating but wanted to keep quiet because they want him to confirm by himself, and instead he didn't do anything. and not until today, he throw a bomb to every fan heart. I'm so frustrated and I don't know who else to talk too. There's no one by my side to talk too to take away this feeling. I want to cry so much, but the tears are not there. i'm too shock I guess? T_T do you feel just like I did? cause I seriously felt betrayed so much. Reading fans comments about his hasty decision makes me hurt even more because it looks like the Sungmin we have seen in TV for all these years is just a fake. He is an idol after all, right? Everything is just an act. and I'm nothing but just an international fan who can only watch him from the internet, who actually knows nothing about him.

I hate this! I hate that woman! I hate him! I hate everything!!!!!

 

But, what can I do? My loves for him has blinding my hatred towards him. So much I want to hate him, I can't because I love Sungmin oppa. I want to stop writting Kyumin fic but writting is my only passion, I can't leave it. and Kyumin has always been my ultimate, but this is really too much. I really need time. So much time, I think.

 

 

*Sorry for my harsh comments and stupid rambling, I'm just so sad and upset. He will never know anyway. Part of me telling that it's not his fault but some other part telling it was just a facade. Today is already not my day and this news make it a lot worse. I just want to post this to let go of what I feels now. We should stand together as Sungmin's fan, right? PLEASE LET ME BE STRONG! PLEASE HELP ME TO CONSOLE MY HEART! IT'S TOO MUCH!!*


 

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ehrytie #1
its hurt n hard so much..
i dunno what to do now??
SungJewel #2
Now that you let it out, take a step back, and calm down. Everything that was done about his dating/marriage was done horribly and and the pregnanct rumor, i think is just a rumor with the timeline set up since it was said that they were in the beginning stages of a relationship instead of mentioning that they are engaged. Also I heard theyve been dating for around four years now, so it isnt a surprise that they would want to get married.


I am also aKyumin writer but it wont't stop me from writing. Sweety take a break for a while if you need to. Also I'm still going ship KyuMin as a CoupleOTPbecause its too y not too.


Do what you need to do, but I hope you can understand Sungmin a little bit and continue to support and love him.
Tiger_Lily #3
You need to calm tf down.
You said it in the blog but I will repeat it myself.
You are just a fan. He is not yours and never has been or will be. You literally have nothing to do with his personal life or his choices. He is almost 30 years old and he can do whatever he wants to in life. If that means getting married, he's going to get married.
They've known each other for about 2 years l, nobody knows how long they've been dating. And if she's pregnant, then you should be excited for little baby mings running around.

You're a delusional koreaboo and you need to take a step back and realize that.
If writing helps you, then do that. Nobody is stopping you but yourself.
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