urgh.
that horrible moment when you can't sleep at night.
but during daylight, you feel like sleeping.
nearly slept in class a few days ago.
urgh. that moment.
but when i try to sleep.
i just can't.
instead.
i rolled myself on my bed.
reading fanfics.
watching dramas.
counting sheeps.
raising my feet up high to the ceiling.
teardrops.
one two three.

i have no idea what's wrong with my body.
my arm is currently the main problem now.
can't move my left arm on thursday.
and when i tried,
it hurts like sh*t.

and yesterday.
was on my way to the cinema,
thinking that my arms is feeling better.
but this time, when i tried to hold my drink.
my left hand hurts.
so i decided to ask the cashier for a plastic bag
so i can put both the drink and popcorn in it.
urgh.

why life have ups and downs.
especially during times like this.
is it because.
i watched too much drama in the evening?
read too much fanfics?
eat too much?

urgh.
i seriously need more than 12 hours of sleep now.
even though my exams are over.
but huhuhu.
i need time to recharge myself.
please tammie's body, do work well with tammie's soul.

- tammie // 111014