In the light of the recent events regarding EXO, all I can say is Lets be strong for them. I know that I am crushed but at the same time I want my idols to be happy. If they are happy so am I. Yifan was my man in EXO and he will continue to be. Luhan was my sweet bambi and likewise he will always be. When Yifan left, half my heart left with him but I still supported EXO because for me EXO will forever be 12 in my heart. My Sehunnie will keep me bonded with EXO. 

As far as HUNHAN is concerned, I don't think I'll ever ever EVER stop dreaming about them and writing about them. Just like I never think that Yifan as no longer in EXO in my mind, same will go for Luhan. I strongly believe that fanfics are the only place where we will get to see HUNHAN now, even if the boys stay in touch (which i really really hope) I doubt we will get to see them together in public, atleast right now. I understand why a lot of writers want to stop writing, I totally do, it hurts too much. But me personally, I wanna keep on thinking about HUNHAN like before.

And to make matters worse, I lost an entire folder of my fics :'( I dunno how but suddenly the folder is showing empty. I had about 4 different stories with 5-6 chapters each done and another 4-5 plot bunnies typed up for future writing and now all gone! *sighs* Does the universe hates me that much? 

Anyway, all this has taught me to be stronger. So now I'll need to start every single fic fresh again and may be it will take time for me to go back to that mindset and start. But one thing I know is that I will never ever forget or give up on HUNHAN. Yes now I will have even less fics to read but nothing can stop me from dreaming about my favorite couple.

So everyone once again be strong and smile through the tears and please please please keep HUNHAN alive in your hearts. 

xoxo forever HUNHAN forever.