I'd like to share this with you

"I wanted to stay quiet...

I wanted to ignore it but...

WHAT THE HELL!

From college stresses, I always listened to k-pop...

well all other stresses, I listened to k-pop...

Aside from 2ne1, Exo became the second reason I was involved in K-pop.

Ahhh! I never believed in rumors... I was done believing rumors... but after yesterday (oct 10).... I shouldn't have opened my facebook...

It was supposed to be a special day for me... but what? I saw Luhan's article about leaving SMent...

First this year was Kris... and then the scandal with my Bias wrecker, Baekhyun, next was my second favourite fom snsd, Jessica (1st was sunny), now Luhan??

Seriously........ Ahhh how can they treat them like that?!

ANd now there's rumors that Exo will be disbanded? (I just saw another post on facebook).. Heol...

Stress and pain... what a year for me this 2014....

Forgive me for my rants... I just wanted to express this frustrations of mine...

I don't know what to do... My inspirations for continuing my stories... should I stop writing?

It really hurts now... but I'm not angry at them.

I'm still hoping for the day sooman returns to Sment... if not, let's all be prepared for what may happen in the future...

like this post, my mind's also in a jumble.