i got interview for partial medical training this coming october 30th. i failed in the past interview and this time i hope i will pass. i will do  my best!!!! if i pass this interview, in 3 years ahead, i will work in hospital. maybe that time i'm a nurse or pharmacy assistant officer or medical assistant or therapist medical staff. why does it sounds scary? O.O

right now, i have a fear of blood and needle. but i will overcome all of my fears.

but, if i fail???? that's mean i fail. so what? i can try again and again.