Finding peace within chaos is a difficult thing. Like waiting for the plane right now....delayed for 2 hours now. How to get through this torture and pain is to find happiness within the miseries withinn. In the song "I dont care" by fall out boys. I can understand it clearly right now. Being sleep deprieved. I cannot wait to get on the plane and get a good nite sleep.

This is not the best moments or the worst through this trip. I could have said I had enjoyed it. However I didnt know what to say till the end of the day when the time comes. I want to play the piano and my drum kit. Letting the emotions and music flow. I feel dying. I do. I cannot never understand my life. I want to leave. Leave to the heavens. Yet life is always delaying. Making you stop so that you can keep living. Thats why the time can tick so slow most of the time while you can never finish what you want to do without sleep. Delays

Delays

Delay....so what can I do now? Nothing but delays. A sleep that can never slumber. A mind that never stop. Slow down..they said.

Yes delay.