Happy birthday to you. You are so special to me, I didn't know what have you even done to me. I am not attracted with everyone that time, then, you popped out then poof. What have you done?

Didn't even notice that 13 days from now, it's going to be 1 year since I've been adoring you from afar. Since I've been fantasizing you. Since I've liked you. 

I didn't know how or why. I just knew that I really like you, big time. You gave my heart a special place for you (tho I thought my heart's already occupied by my oppas). 

Don't you know that every single post that you post gives me the urge to talk to you? But, I'm afraid you'd reject me. I'm afraid because if I'd talk to you, my pride would go down. I don't want that to happen, EVER. Don't you know that everytime I see you talk/follows a girl gives my heart a pang? I know it's not right, though. 

I can't forget the first time I caught you looking right at me. I looked at you I saw you looking at me and that was the greatest thing that happened since I liked you. I also can't forget the first time you sent me a letter (all thanks to my friends) with a birthday greeting. I thought that would be the best thing that will happen in my birthday but I was wrong.

It was morning break and also my birthday when my friends were looking for something, rather, someone. I didn't really have any idea that time. When we and your friends crossed each way. One of your friends is my classmate last year, and then suddenly, that friend of mine hung his shoulder on your arm then pulled you closer to me. You know what? I don't know what to do that time. I am really cursing in my mind, cursing myself because I'm like a restraining myself from blushing. Then it happened, you looked down at me (because you are so tall and I'm only on your chin) and greeted me a Happy Birthday. 

I said thank you, and just like an idiot I suddenly and abruptly left you and went to my friend. Damn, my tears are forming in my eyes. I don't know why but I think it's because of joy and too much feels. Because for the first time in forever, you talked to me, I heard your voice, you were so close to me. 

Two words but that gave a big effect on me. I can't focus at everything and I'm smiling everytime I remember it. All really thanks to my friends for connecting you and I at some point.

One last little thing, that was the time when I'm really forcing myself to unlike you. But, I failed. My friend found your twitter account and she told me. At first, I hesitated to follow you. It was 3 weeks ago when I tried to look at your profile. I can't stop myself I hit the follow button. 

Then when I got home, I saw you sent me a follow request and I almost shouted in joy. Is this really necessary?

Is this how attraction gives to one person? 

I'm so thankful that last October 17, 2013, I looked back and found you. If I didn't look back, I won't find you. 

Happy birthday, my one. I wish you more birthdays to come. And I wish that even with just a 'Happy Birthday' greeting, I will be as memomarable to you as you are to me. 

I'll always like you.

Through pain and gain. If fate desires, it's for you and me.