1. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? 

My parents. It's normal right? Basically because when I have depression, they're there. Ofc, my mom was angry at me for not telling her but my father told me something that makes me cried that night. That's enough to say why they're important for me. 

2. What is the one dream for your life you most look forward to achieving?

There's too much of it but if I can name one, it would be vacations. Now im 16 and you can say I always dream to have my own money and snap good pictures. I love nature. For now, I want to study overseas.

3. Who has the capacity to make you angrier than anyone else in your life, and what in particular does he or she do to make you so angry?

My brother and sister. They never failed to step on my nerves. Basically because I'm the 3rd child so its my nature to be oblivious. And my brother is really close with my sister, so they have their own secrets and you can say I was kind of left out of my siblings. But hell, they'll always come to me when they have problems. 

4. Who has the capacity to make you feel loved more than anyone else in your life, and what in particular does he or she do to cause you to feel so lovable?

Feel loved? Everyone but I'm still thinking that I'm the most useless person on Earth. So, I think it's me the only one who can make me feel loved. If I didnt love myself, who will love me? In other words, even though im the most hopeless person in my life, im still the most valuable persona in my history. I dont really have talents but many people (in my school) likes and hates me too much. So, I didnt do anything. Only a smile and walk away. Come on, if you dont have haters, that means you're a boring person, lol

5. How do you feel about yourself—physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually?

Physically, I think Im average but my friends think I'm handsome. Im not gay, im fabulous, lol. Emotionally,  I try to think positive for now. Mentally...sometimes im not sure what im thinking about, its ridiculous.  Usually about death. Spiritually,  I believe in God.

6. When do you feel inspired? How does it feel when you are inspired?

Everytime. There's too much stories that makes me to feel inspiration towards them. People and animals are amazing. For me, everyday is inspiration because I'm still alive. Ain't that awesome?

7. What is the most important thing in the world to you?

Shirts and pants. Man...I dont want to walk .

8. If you had one day to live, how would you want to spend it?

Prayer all the time. Because I believe there's afterlife. If theres no God, who makes me? Those scientists told me that human was created from atom and such things, bull. I failed my experiments few days ago I cant even made up any humans. Straight forward, I dont want to go to hell, so I'll say my prayers.

9. When do you feel most afraid?

When I was alone in the house and theres strangers came. Truthfully, im scared of humans than ghost. They can kill me anytime. Aish.

10. If you could accomplish only one thing during the rest of your life, what would it be?

Having children. I love them a lot.

 11. What bores you? Why is this?

Homeworks and teachers and friends. I dont know. 

12. How important is money to you? How much time do you spend thinking about it?

They're important when I need foods and books. Usually, when we go to the mall, my family will go shopping and I make my way to the restaurant or a book store. My skin is sensitive to make up anyway. I dont need them.

13. What is the role of God in your life? Do you believe there is a God, and if so, what is God like in relation to you?

My guardian. I believe Him. 

14. What three interests are you most passionate about?

Music, writing quotes and poems. Taking gorgeous pictures....err food and games?

15. Who is your biggest enemy, and precisely how and why did this person become your enemy?

Myself. Ive lost counts of how many times I've hate myself. 

16. How important is food to you? Do you feel disciplined when it comes to eating?

Discipline during eating? Only in front of guests I guess. My family and friends knew the real me. I dont really care what I'll do during eating. Its my passion. 

17. Does the idea of being married to the same person for the rest of your life sound appealing to you—or not so appealing? What is there about it that you would especially like or not like?

Yeah, it does. I prefer loyalty. Everyone does, right?  But I dont know what the future holds. If people can change, why not hearts?

18. Do you consider yourself emotionally healthy? In what ways are you especially healthy, and in what ways could you use improvement?

You asked too much questions. I think I've answered this before. And theres improvement in my life. Its either down and up...I think so.

19. Do you argue very much with the people closest to you? How does it usually turn out?

Yes. I regretted it. Sometimes it ended in a good way but last month, my friend and I didnt have our old good relationship anymore. Its my fault. Im being to oblivious. She hates me for that,  saying I dont have emotions. Im sorry. 

20. What specifically would you like your closest friends to say about you at your funeral?

"Let's meet up in Heaven, buddy. We gotta miss you."