I'm in a state of shock and denial.

I woke up to the news of Jessica leaving the message on her weibo and I was just thinking that it must've been a hacker cuase this wouldn't happen to our unbreakable OT9 right?

Wrong.

As things devoloped and SM eventually released an offical statement saying that Jessica will no longer (halt) promote as a SNSD member and that they'll (SNSD) continue as 8 members that's when it finally dawned onto me. I still can't accept it.

This news is so sudden and I'm confused about so many things. Just a couple of weeks ago I was so happy hearing the news that all 9 renewed their contracts for another 3 years but now it seems like Jessica won't be joining them again anytime soon probably never but as a Sone I can hope and wish right?... 

I'm not taking any sides and I'll continue to support both SNSD and Jessica no matter what but I can't help but think that I'll be able to enjoy K-Pop as I did before, after all the reason I got into K-Pop was because of these 9 girls. 

As I listen to SNSD's last(est) song as OT9, Divine, I really hope that they'll be a day when OT9 will be together again.

#StayStrongSNSD