As I always seem to bring up this year of college is much more busy than the last but that's not the only reason.

Yesterday we got a call from my pastor's wife saying that he was in the hospital. She informed us he had passed out Friday and was taken to the hospital. After running some test they found a growth in his brain, a tumor. As you may know this is a pretty serious situation. I'm not one to easily get attached to people but The pastor and his wife are a different story. I see them as grandparents. I've never really spent time with my grandparents from either side of my family except when I was young. So you can say I'm not that close to them [but it doesn't mean I love them any less.] But the experience of grandparents I've got from them [if you can understand what I mean]

It's been a little about a year since he has become the pastor for our church. In that short amount of time he has become a special person to me and my family. He has helped our family and just everyone around him and never asked for anything in return. Not only him but his wife. They have spoiled me and my brothers. I have to admit even thought I'm prone to go into periods of depression since he has walked into my life I haven't had as many moments where I have felt hopeless. He has been there when I have needed someone to help me. Every time I was in his presence I felt save and at peace. 

When I heard the news I just felt like crying and I did. As much as I like to write and update my fics or even write blogs with gifs [which are just as much time consuming than updating a chapter] I don't think I will be able to write or update such content at the moment. [even though I have already been slacking in updating] I just want to focus on school and being there for him and his family [which feels like my family now].

I will update the 2 chapters I have already written bun haven't posted yet along with a blog I have written.