Well, I'm feeling the need to vent again, so here we go. XD 

First: The guy I liked for the last few years is a total jerk. He switched youth groups and churches and yada ydad which is fine. But evidently he felt that he needed to cut every single peson (that I know of at least) that was in that youth group out of his life. Like what the heck. I don't know if he thought we would be mad at him or if the only reason he talked to usin the first place was because of youthgroup, but whatever. So I'm trying to get over him. (Yes, I know blogging about him shows I'm not over him, but I just needed to vent so whatever)

Second: The other guy I used to like that liked/dated my best friend is becoming my friend again. And I started liking him again before that. I don't really know why, but it's like whenever I'm near him I always feel the need to get closer, to always be right beside him, and it really scares me. I've had three kinds of crushes: hero worship; the kind where you always think about them; and the kind where you feel the need to get closer. This crush is the only one that falls under both of the last two categories. I do find it kinda funny I'm more worried about the fact I like him so much instead of the fact he's my best friend's ex, but I guess I did talk to her about it and she didn't really care.

Third: High School . Enough said.

And I guess that's really all. I suppose I just wanted to vent about guys XD 

Peace Out

~Kitktykatty