Leaving School Life

Assalamualaikum and hello my fellow readers! ^___^

Hey, it's really been a while since I write anything right? (Oh well, everytime, I come here, I'll start with this kind of intro. Don't get me wrong. I just miss you guys to bits :'>) 

Okay, I'm taking a break from my SPM or Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia's preparation in which I'll sit in a few days. If you ask me whether I'm having shivers or not, let me be honest with you, I'm having nightmares almost everynight. I don't feel that I'm doing enough revisions yet, but at this critical times, make yourself closer to god, always pray for the sake of your health and brain, because at this time, only Him will help you. 

Good luck to all of my fellow batch and PT3 students. Not to forget, to those who are going to re-sit for UPSR :)

High school is going to end in around 2 months' time. Happy? Literally, I'm wishing that I will get over this SPM examination thing quickly so that I will have my own freedom to write my stories again and watch videos, movies, stuffs. At the contrary, I hope high school days will not be ending any soon.

There are a lot of things that I kind of regret that I didn't do during my earlier of high school days. First of all,confessing to the person that I like. I've been liking him for the past 3 years (and still is), but I don't know if he knew that I like him or not. These days, as I realized that school life is almost over, I try to make everything obvious- from the way I stare at him, to the way I smile/ drooling at him. I even tell a few friends about this! If before, I try to make everything as secret as possible, now I'm trying to be open, so that, at least, he knows that I'm always here for him. 

Next, opportunity to be famous. I've witnessed some of the girls that always acts like nerds and all during middle school, are now, adored by half of school. That have made me wondered if fairy godmother really exists or puberty really do them magic. If so, then why didn;t I get the same transformation as well? That have left me wonder if that time of puberty to do wonders on me will really come, or actually, the fairy godmother had lost her map to my house. I don't know, but to be honest, OF COURSE I WANT TO BE PRETTY!

I also regret for not performed well on examinations and being one of those top students. I didn;t try hard enough, I guess. Anyhow, my promise to school is that, by hook or by crook, I'll get into one of those top institutes! I'll never give up!

Dear readers,always fighting in your life, okay? No matter how hard life is, remember, there's always good things hidden in the end of the rough times. Aigoo, to be honest, I know, I'm not good in writing encouragement words but, you get what I really want to let out, right? ^_^

 

P/s- See you on December ;)

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yifanator
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Goodluck! InsyaAllah, everything's gonna be fine and I'll pray the best for you. My elder sister is taking SPM as well! :)