You know that feeling that you realize you're worse at something than you expected?

Like for me....I thought I danced pretty decent but when I recorded myself I realized... compared to everyone else I'm not good at all. It was for an audition and I saw how unsharp my moves were and how I get confused at certain parts and Im just so disappointed.

Idk I usually don't get upset over not getting into an audition or anything but I think this realization that I pretty much......made me feel really bad.

And now...I feel stressed out with every single responsibility I have: school and club and personally. 

It's one of those days that gets worse gradually and gradually until you crack and can't help but sob by yourself in your room. 

I just needed to rant. That's all...