I think I've came to this delusional stage ._.

When I heard about Sungmin news, my heart broke into two pieces.

Not because he's my bias. I like him just like other members.

It's because he's my OTP with Kyuhyun. If we're talking about Kyuhyun, you have to talk about Lee Sungmin.

Sungmin is in relationship, but not with Kyuhyun.

it feels like I'm reading Angst Kyumin story when I heard that news.

I hate Angst story as much as i can, cos there's no happy ending for it.

Somehow it hurts to realize that your OTP just work on your lalalaland, not on your real life.

I'm happy that finally our cutie pink bunny Sungmin oppa get himself a girlfriend, a real girlfriend in a real life.

Sometimes I forgot that he's almost 30 and he's supposed to have a love life on his age if he's an ordinary guy. Maybe he's already married if he's not an idol.

It's just... My first OTP and the only OTP that I believe, is Kyumin.

The first gay couple that I like, without feeling disgusting or anything.

Even though it's getting hard to see their moments now, I think Kyumin has the best bromance chemistry, aside from EunHae.

The way Kyuhyun looking at Min, the way they understand each other.

It might be our own way reading the moment that happen, but it's fun and sweet and makes us melt only to think that they are real.

Now it's time for me as Kyumin shiper to let their ship stop sailing, maybe for a while.

I will always ship them anyway.

And that's what makes me realize i've crossed the delulu fangirl line..... sad life is sad.

To all Kyumin shiper, stay strong, our ship might sink, but our love for the OTP won't end, right?