Hi guys...some of my readers may know this but I have been a daragon shipper for so long..for two years to be exact. 

They both became my inspiration and they even mend my broken heart from my almost  first relationship. They gave me hope that a happy ever after is possible. They were my muse that I got started with writing my stories. Every day I search them on twitter and insta hoping that there was a moment or the ship sailed. 

Everytime there was an issue about GD and Kiko, I try to turn a blind eye but now I dont think I can do it anymore. I cant keep on hoping for something that will just end up breaking my heart over and over again and make me feel disappointed. 

Whenever I see Dara being paired to other guys I can feel happy for her because it looks  like she was not left behind by GD like what others always assume. But I just cant imagine GD with another girl. I have been a GD fan before Dara. I actually dont like people who smokes, has tattoos, and has weird hairstyles but GD has been an exception. I just love him whatever he does but him dating Kiko, no matter hard I try I just cant accept it. Whenever It comes to mind that his songs are actually for Kiko, I just feel sad. I know it's bad and I probably dont deserve to be GD's fan anymore. 

And even though Darahae moments happened recently and for a quick moment it made me giddy I wont ship it as I did with Daragon. I think i have come to a point when shipping has become unhealthy for me. Sure I would be happy if something happens between them, i am after all a fan of best friend to lovers kind of stories. Though i wouldn't anticipate it to happen everyday like I did with Daragon.