Now that I'm finally here... I'm not sure what to do.

Feels like I'm just randomly subscribing to things and hoping that time goes by sooner/quicker.

Wonder if she'll notice that I'm here. Wonder if she still worries for me. Wonder if we'll ever be friends again.

Thinking... what if I was able to write something for her.... wonder if it'd be good enough to see that I'm doing better and we can go back to being friends...

Thinking-- shall be the end of me.

It was kinda my fault we stopped being friends in the first place. But now I wanna make things right. Let's go back to the way things were, and this time do it right. Let's write together, let's laugh together, let's fangirl together, let's role play together. We can do that, right?