sometime i felt i have the best friend ever around me, when it not, i tend to love people around me but do they love me as well?

i dunno, and i know there no body want to love me..

meybe i am so straightfoward, and meybe my harsh world when i am talking..

they said they love me, they know me but they act opposite of it..

it really hurt to be no body, when i am the last person to know what happen with the people around me.

they just assumed what they want to believe about me, when i am talk the fact they said it just a lie...

they see me as strong girl, who never cried can do everything and have everything what i want..

but that not the real me, i tent to be cry baby since the birth but the surrounding demant me to not.

i will cry when i fight with my li  sist over something, i always cry when my mom scold me , or i will cry easyly when watch not so touching drama.