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when you love someone and even though they hurt you, they break your heart. you still love them with all the little pieces. i love you, lh.
dear luhan,
im honestly not planning to start this letter on a friendly note. in all honesty, i was truly unhappy earlier. i was upset and angry at you. because you weren't responding to me. but yeah, i'm being an insensitive selfish prick. i'm sorry for making you deal with someone like me.
i was honestly telling jinri how i don't think i'm suitable for you and such. i have more mood swings than you, so yeah. i was telling jinri how much im sick and tired of feeling that way. the insecurities keeps eating me up. swallowing me inch by inch. while thinking about the scenarios of you breaking up with me, or the scenarios of you telling me that you don't like me, i cried. you left too great an impact on me.
and i'm sorry i'm so selfish in wanting to keep you only to myself. i can't bear to see you be with anyone else other than me. and i'm also sorry for cheating on you for several times. oh well, we're even. you cheat on me, i cheat on you. aren't we all cheaters and players.
i can still remember the day we met. because it's like three days ago, mang. who can't remember. i honestly thought you were dating wendy or something, and yeah. i thought you were dating jiyeon too. and the base as well. but oh well. never knew a player like you would be single. snickers away.
spending those hours with you, was honestly worth it and i would treasure those hours. but its frustrating because i honestly dont know your timezone, and i dont know when you would be here, when you would be away. so yeah, a frustrating point. please tell me your timezone please.
i get jealous very easily, like you do too. so please do take care of me. i'm so glad we became an unofficial couple. but luhan, think this clearly.
would you ever regret dating someone so y, so clingy, so annoying, so retarded, so stubborn, so fussy, so insecure, so rude? if so, ask me out. if not, its okay, i wouldnt mind. if i was you, i wouldnt even date myself. like ew.
so yeah, think about it.
loving you, krystal
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