I really feel so bad.. for those of you knowing I have horses.. I saythat because its hard for me as a dutchie to explain it.. the horse isnt mine I just got to ride and care for him as much as I wanted.. however.. due to my shortage on time (and hate for the owner) I quit.. ivI've been crying for forever.. the horse was like my best bud.

I walked into the stable to get my stuff and he immediately came to me on this happy 'are-we-going-for-a-ride' way.. I just gave him a kiss and said "bye buddy.." and I left.. really it broke my heart ㅠ.ㅠ someone cheer me up