I don't know if Ishould write about this, but I can't take it anymore.

Everyone, who has been online the past few days knows:

Eunb of the K-POP group Ladies' Code is dead
and fellow member Rise is still unconscious

Thats very, very, VERY sad news for everyone who listens to K-POP and knows something about some Groups ( At least I think and hope so)

I believe the K-POP community is one big family.

But still:
I think I don't have the right to be sad,
that I'm not allowed to cry.
Why?
I did know them befor this tragedy took place, but I didn't know their names only a few songs. I wasn't a hardcore fan.

I didn't even knew her name! How am I allowed to mourn?

All I feel is guilt.

In my opinion was the year 2014 a horrible year for K-POP. I may be overexaggerating but the list is overwhelming.

All the Fanwars (about dating romurs, relationships, ...)

the DEATH of an Idol

an arrested Idol

Maybe 2013 wasn't better, but I don't know this, because I didn't dicover K-POP until Oct. 2013

I know this is a very sensitiv topic but I hope, no I WISH that someone gives me an answer .

Anything will be OK for me, even when you your opinion is different, even hateful comment will be ok for me .... ANYTHING

You can talk to me, I will listen, I won't ignore you