The right to be upset
You know when you are upset and you wanna show it but you feel you don't have the right to?
I think that's why internet is so comforting some times, here you can vent your frustrations without nobody knowing who you are or what actually happened.
So we can't judge each other. Not really.
So here i can admit, i am upset. Very.
I'm upset because yesterday was my bestfriend birthday and i was barely there AND WE LIVE TOGETHER
(I could try to look all inocent and such by blaming college and responsabilities but that wouldn't be entirely true)
I'm upset because i spend a lot of time in doing a gift for her by hand (actual reason for me being late due to my poor conception of time) and she won't even look at it becouse she's upset at me
I'm upset because i cook her some desserts for her birthday and they didin't turn out like i wanted them to and u really really tried my best but they ended up looking awfull and people i'm friends with insulted them and it really hurt.
But everything has a better excuse than me, i can't be upset for not going becouse it was my fault, i can't be upset with her because i failed her first and i can't be upset with my friends because they were horrible looking desserts and they were probably just joking.
I don't know, really.
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