I was so preoccupied with the guy I love not loving me back that I forgot who really matters...

my sister wrote a poem dedicated to me for her school assignment... saying how she looks up to me and never wants to let me go because we already had our other siblings walk out on us... and how she loves me... I love her so much... 

shes my baby sister and I hate our siblings and mother for walking out on us... even after my father walked out on us.. we're alone with out grandparents...

im im never going to forget holding her when we hear the news.. I told her need to leave me because of this tony family we have.. and that was the first time in forever I held her like that.

im sorry if I everade you feel like you weren't important. my mind wasn't on right.

i feel so loved by my grandparents and siter. they're my true loves