Guys I am sorry....

To all my sincere and loveable readers who have showered so much love and support upon me since Day 1 of my tenure here in AFF, I have bad news for you guys. There's a lot going on in my life lately. My higher education seems to be at stake with nothing positive showing up and I need to get somewhere and plant my two feet on solid ground before I pass by my prime age. Things havent been peachy at home either with constant bickering and turmoils churning between mom and dad over my future. My mom is holding my dad responsible for no logical reason whatsoever. I mean if something doesnt end up positively for me then somewhere out there something is wrong with me, isnt it? Why hold anyone responsible for that matter? And this isnt going down well with me. Constantly being reminded of my failures and with all this exchange of spiteful words almost all day everyday, I now feel guilty for having burdened my parents directly or indirectly. My brother is studying his first year at college and mostly my dad's earnings are split to meet the demands of my brother's education and my dad's treatment. And thats why I need to find myself a job with a fat salary so that I can make both ends meet again.

 

It feels like I am going into some sort of depression. I cant concentrate on one thing at a time. And I cant seem to have any ideas on my head to pen down. My mind has gone blank no longer in the state to think of innovative writings. And so I have decided to take an indefinite hiatus from AFF. And I quote "Its a HIATUS!" and not a permanent goodbye. So I hope you guys all will support me in this decision just like how you've supported my stories. I am really humbled and overwhelmed at the response that I had received so far for all my stories and I cant thank you guys enough for always welcoming me with so much warmth. To be honest, if there's just one thing that was preventing me from going total nuts from all this pressure its you guys!

 

So yeah, this post of mine pretty much sums up my present pathetic condition. I will not be continuing any story for a while nor will be writing anything new. It really feels bad when "First Rain" just barely managed to catch heat. Once again, I sincerely apologise for disappointing you all. Have a good day and keep spreading WONKYU love for as long as you can. Hope all you guys can hold up the fort in my temporary absence! Until then, this is WONKYUFEVER signing off. Hopeful of a renewed mind and body for a mindblowing comeback!

 

P.S: Please pray for me guys. I know you will, right?
 

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KyuSiKyu
#1
I'm so sorry to hear you are going through this stage. Yes, that's right... this is only one stage in life. Everyone experience it at diff time and diff level of it. And sadly you are going through this rough patch right this moment. My heart goes to you. I had that stage when I was younger, maybe I have high EQ... I was able to dealt with it better than most of my friends. But hey! it'll get better. I'm sure of it... as long as you believe it, it will.

Although you can't continue your fic... I still wish fic's from other writer will be able to shine some light and joy for you every now and then when you choose to read.

This fanfic fandom and OTP thing...is kinda weirdass and funnie. I never thought i'll have so much fun reading and writing...and ask me a few yrs ago, i'll never imagine myself as it is now... but hey! i'm here and reading/writing... and its mega FUN!!! This is the platform that other people doesn't 'get' if they don't find it themselves... So, since you found it... I hope to see you again.

WonKyu's world always welcomes you... along with their special authors, dedicated readers and adorable fans! Cheer up sweetie ^_^
kyubabylover
#2
I'm very sad to hear this but it's normal.. everyone has good and bad days and I'm praying for u so that things get better but pls don't abandon ur fics, I really love them and I can wait for you as much as it takes.

Think abt us and cheer up :) <3
AshleyNaruto
#3
I feel you right there. We're going through the same things. But I know u're gonna get through it, and we'll be waiting for ur return. Good luck, my friend.
WonLGWonnie #4
:( sad to hear this from you...
Hope everything will be fine for you and life will get better soon. Life is not easy, I know... But if you are feeling depressed, try listen or watch our favourite SJ songs. It works for me when I am feeling upset at times, especiallty Siwon never fails to crack me up.
I will miss you here definitely. :) Good luck in your future endeavors and hope to see you back soon. ^^ Fighting!
Preciouswonkyu
#5
We'll pray for you dear, life is hard sometime's, this may be your trying time's, but dont wory after the rain comes the sun, so no matter what just fine a little time and smile an be happy, and dont forget us course we'll always be here waiting for you, so that we can spread the WONKYU love together take care friend, FIGHTING.
Sulla1013
#6
It is okay :) we just hope everything will be okay soon dear !
we will wait for your return <3
always and forever spreading the Wonkyu love <3
love u sis ^^ fighting in your love
Lexielle
#7
Take care sis and we will await for your return. Somehow I feel you as I am in almost the same situation, in terms of "future". Wishing you the best. Gidarkaeyo! :)