Guys I am sorry....
To all my sincere and loveable readers who have showered so much love and support upon me since Day 1 of my tenure here in AFF, I have bad news for you guys. There's a lot going on in my life lately. My higher education seems to be at stake with nothing positive showing up and I need to get somewhere and plant my two feet on solid ground before I pass by my prime age. Things havent been peachy at home either with constant bickering and turmoils churning between mom and dad over my future. My mom is holding my dad responsible for no logical reason whatsoever. I mean if something doesnt end up positively for me then somewhere out there something is wrong with me, isnt it? Why hold anyone responsible for that matter? And this isnt going down well with me. Constantly being reminded of my failures and with all this exchange of spiteful words almost all day everyday, I now feel guilty for having burdened my parents directly or indirectly. My brother is studying his first year at college and mostly my dad's earnings are split to meet the demands of my brother's education and my dad's treatment. And thats why I need to find myself a job with a fat salary so that I can make both ends meet again.
It feels like I am going into some sort of depression. I cant concentrate on one thing at a time. And I cant seem to have any ideas on my head to pen down. My mind has gone blank no longer in the state to think of innovative writings. And so I have decided to take an indefinite hiatus from AFF. And I quote "Its a HIATUS!" and not a permanent goodbye. So I hope you guys all will support me in this decision just like how you've supported my stories. I am really humbled and overwhelmed at the response that I had received so far for all my stories and I cant thank you guys enough for always welcoming me with so much warmth. To be honest, if there's just one thing that was preventing me from going total nuts from all this pressure its you guys!
So yeah, this post of mine pretty much sums up my present pathetic condition. I will not be continuing any story for a while nor will be writing anything new. It really feels bad when "First Rain" just barely managed to catch heat. Once again, I sincerely apologise for disappointing you all. Have a good day and keep spreading WONKYU love for as long as you can. Hope all you guys can hold up the fort in my temporary absence! Until then, this is WONKYUFEVER signing off. Hopeful of a renewed mind and body for a mindblowing comeback!
P.S: Please pray for me guys. I know you will, right?
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