Fighting.
My mum and dad are fighting again. It has been for their whole marriage as far as I know, but I only saw it in the last year or so, and when I was much younger. My mum used to come and sleep with my sister and I, and I used to like it, but now I see why she did.
My mum is the nicest person I know, and I respect her for that. I hate the way she protects us though, and whenever something goes wrong (even when it isn't her fault) she blames herself infront of dad so he won't be mad at us. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it!
My dad is a bull...I don't know, he may be perfectly nice, but he has ruined it for me. I don't know if I'll ever get along with him. We used to be much closer, but when I saw they were fighting....he left for a couple days last year and then came back like nothing was wrong. He wouldn't apologize until mom told him to. I hate I have to be the first to say I'm sorry, even when I don't have anything to apologetic for if I want to talk to him. We have gone for weeks without speaking to each other, and we live in the same house!
I hate how he won't admit he is wrong, and when he does the house is hell for everyone. I hate that he won't get a ing hearing aid even though he can't hear anyone until they yell and then he's pissed that they are yelling at him.
I ing hate it!
I hate how mum dosnt stand up for herself much, and I hate how dad will fight all day over text u til she is crying.
I hate it all.
Sorry for the rant. I am just pissed.
I'll probably take this down later.
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